Ever had the urge to say it? To lock yourself in your bedroom and refuse to come out? Curl up in a ball? Drown the world out with music? Take a bath in the dark, listening to your limbs move through the water? Draw the blinds in the middle of the day? Ignore the phone? Ignore the door? Ignore your computer? Ignore yourself? Shoo the skeletons out of your closet? Clear the monsters out from under your bed? Lay perfectly still, staring at your ceiling? Drain your body of all emotions? Face it on your own? Fight off the help offered? To drift along without moving? To dwell in solitude?
To try and escape what is.