Is how many I have fallen behind by in Nano.
How many pages does that work out to be?
Around 33 - or some such number.
According to my NANO stats, which are certainly not optimistic, I will be completed around December 14th.
What does this mean?
Well, it means I will be a loser. I will have lost.
I think this is the point where I become discouraged.
Eh, fuck it. Being discourage won't get me anywhere.
Watch me as I play catch up. I can do it. Don't doubt me. Even more, I won't doubt myself.